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its exactly 73 days till i leave everything behind. after 4 years of being a resident, im finally graduating! im supposed to be happy. my days as a slave cum resident is finally over. no more duties. no more grand rounds. no more reports. no more admitting conferences. no more angry consultants. but why am i feeling this way? perhaps there is more to it than meets the eye. im scared and lonely. and i dont really like the feeling.